April 2012
171 posts
March 2012
100 posts
I want to move.
annisbasedgoddess:
Out of this house. To a different school. A different city, state. I just don’t like it here. Where I am now, I feel so unwanted and alone. I don’t like the people nor do they like me. I think I wouldn’t mind if I came to a place where no one knew me or I didn’t know anyone. Gives me a chance to start off new. Like nothing bad has ever happened to me. Almost as if I’m a new...
my thoughts during school
me: why
me: i wonder when my teacher lost their virginity
me: what if a man with a gun walked in right now
me: whens lunch
me: the fuck is this
me: why are you here
me: can i kill all of you with one bullet
me: what if i locked all the girls in the locker room and made them fight to the death like the hunger games
me: what if i stood up on the desk and ripped off my pants
me: dont touch me i have more followers than you
me: ugh
monsta:
It is important to stay busy, idle hands are the devil’s play things. It is in times of leisure that misery grasps tightest and so man should be made to work, and work to the point of exhaustion. To lead a fulfilled life one has to be pre-occupied even when his peers are resting, the mind grows stagnant only when we allow it to. Leisure leads to reflection, and reflection begets false...
Naps are the devil.
"What's wrong?"
lalalalalacaitlinmay:
I don’t know what’s wrong. I just know I’m not happy. I just know that every single day I’m trying my best to smile and be there for everyone. I just know I want to be happy and not feel like shit every single day. But guess what? I do anyways. That’s what’s wrong. I don’t know what’s bugging me but I’m just not happy and I don’t know what I can do to make that any better.
I feel like writing. Leggo.
What grades determine:
butitmight:
Your ability to memorize mostly useless things
Your ability to regurgitate information in the way others want you to
Your ability to understand what adults want from you and give it to them
Your tolerance for working on tasks you don’t find useful because others want you to do them or believe them to be helpful/socially acceptable
What grades do NOT determine:
Your intelligence
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I keep alot of shit to myself.
Trying to find the motivation to keep going two more years. But I can barely find it for just one more year.
I'm ready to finish high school, move to a new...
